It Was Me Who Started It

Frank writes about his relationship with a man. He tells how they got to know each other and what he appreciates about the relationship.

This report is from the publication ‘Boys speak out!’ by the American man/boy love advocacy organization NAMBLA. The book can be ordered on the organization’s website.

Source: Boys speak out on man/boy love; NAMBLA; fourth (enlarged and expanded) edition; July 1996

It Was Me Who Started It

Hi. My name is Frank and I am 15 years old. I would like very much to write and voice my opinion in favor of man/boy relationships.

I first met Bill, who is a boy-lover and 29 years old, when I was 11 years old. I met him at the local PAL (Police Athletics League), where I am a member. At first I was a little sared of him because I knew what he liked to do with boys. But after a while I started to trust him, and he never touched me until I was 13, and it was me who started it.

I enjoy sex with him a lot, and he knows exactly how to please me. We like mutual masturbation most of the time, but usually we just do whatever comes into our heads.

Bill is the only person I can really be myself around, and I don’t think that sex with him is wrong or harmful to my development. I have a girlfriend, and we have sex very often, but sex with Bill is exciting because I have been taught ho to enjoy my body.

I hope more young guys write in also. Please use my name and address if you like.