It was a wonderful time

A user named club wrote about his relationship with a Jewish man when he was between 9 and 14 in a German forum for pedophiles.

Translated by JUMIMA
Original German text

Source: Post from club on Thursday, May 21, 2009

I now want make a contribution about the topic “Pederast”. I fully understand boy lovers. Everyone just talks about abuse, I myself had a relationship with an older, about sixty-year-old man at the age of about 9-13/14 years. I had known no cuddling known from the mother, no tenderness. I got to know Ari through errands for the bakery, where we lived after the war until the beginning of 1960. A very sympathetic gentleman, he was a Jew and lived halfway up in a cultivated, big house. Through him I got to know not only tenderness, but also love for men and sex with him. I was able to enjoy all varieties of sex among men with him! Yes, you read correctly! I enjoyed spending time with Ari. My parents never found out about it! I can not speak of abuse, I was spoiled with pocket money, love and tenderness! it was a wonderful time, these years!

Abuse in my eyes means rape and coercion, but not the amount of love I was allowed to experience!

I know that I will get bad and good answers and comments!
But I just wanted to make it clear that a child also wants to be tender with an adult!

If you want to find out more about my years [sic!] or if you are interested in the topic, feel free to send me a separate email.


Source: Post from club on May 26, 2009

Hello Holunder,
Sorry, I’ve been visiting relatives for a few days.

Well, I didn’t turn gay later on, from my experience with Ari. Today I am over sixty years old and through these experiences I have feelings for men as well as women, so I’m BI. A cute boy of tender age, Olala! I’ve been married for over 30 years, but I also love cute boys. I have two children myself, already grown up and married themselves. I’m outed with my wife, I told her that when I was a little boy I had Ari as a tender lover, as the person I loved during the years up to around 13/14 years. Today, as an ambitious amateur photographer, I’m also captivated by young boys. […]

Well, in any case, I have not become 100% gay, I only have the same interest and feelings for the male sex!


Source: Post from club on June 15, 2009

I actually got on the board because I was going to write in an open manner about my experiences with my older boylover, who was already around 60 (he was a pederast) and which lasted for a few years!

But I don’t think it’s appropriate.

I was already described as sick because, from my point of view, I have to say today that the sexual relationship did not harm me between the ages of 9 and 14. I therefore do not feel that I have been abused, because, please forgive me, I liked it!

My first love was a man! I may be sick or crazy - but that’s how it was!

Greetings to you, Hans